y do u treat me so cruel?
is it something i did?
something i said?
its been weeks tat we have actually communicated.
arent we even frenz like b4?
de way u talk to me yesterday rily breaks my heart into a million pieces..
its so cold, expressionless, unhappy, bored, unexcited.
its so not u.. its not de same person i noe..
where is de person i knew b4??
is tat person gone?
even a reply to my sms would make my world shine once more..

maybe its my nature to be hated by ppl..
ppl remember u for ur past but not for ur future..
u do something wrong once and they remember it for a very long time..
u do something nice they only know it for a few hours and its long forgotten..

shud i do wad i feel like doing throughout these few weeks?? its hard decisions.. do i have to take care about de outcomes or shud i juz take de gamble n go on wit it. tis has always de part i hate about when it comes to tis kind of stuff. it haunts me. there are some things in my mind tat i cant seem to forget after so long although i tot i did. there r juz too many things around me tat constantly remind me bout it. its so clear tat i cant lose tat thing. i made mistakes during my naive life. its time to grow up n think about wad i rily wan de most.. shud i do it??
i might have my ans after tis week. i hope.. its for wads best

From the moment i saw you,
From the moment i look into your eyes,
There was something bout you i knew,
I knew that you were once in a lifetime,
Treasure impossible to find,
And i know how lucky i am to have u.

I can't believe that i had you,
I can't believe that you were in my arms,
I've been waiting a lifetime for you,
And i've dreamed about you,
Picture in my mind that i would see,
But i never imagined just how beautiful you'd be.

Cause I've seen rainbows that can take your breath away,
The beauty of a setting sun already got a day,
When it comes to shooting stars,
I have seen the view,
But i've never seen,
Anything,
As beautiful as you.