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Friday, February 19, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN!!!
Imagine me wishing myself birthday. Sounds sad. But it was okay. People I didnt expect to wish me did so. In facebook, those that I didnt know wished me as well. LOL!! Especially this morning, an old friend of mine, Yi Shan called me when I'm still in my sleep to wish me and we talked for over an hour. By that time I'm practically wide awake while she was yawning. From the moment my birthday started until now, 45 people had wished me. So I thank them with all my heart. Thanks guys!!

However, the one person I hoped for did wish me but I felt that she wished me not that she wanted to, it was as though she did it unwillingly. I didnt feel happy about it cuz it didnt feel like it came from her heart. I guess u could say that my wish did came true but not in the way I was looking for. All she texted me was "Happy Birthday Sean". Big Whoops~~~ Replied her but its like she turned off her phone so that she wont have to read what I say. So, as a bottomline; Screw My Birthday!!!!

12:15 AM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. Go straight, make a left turn then reach d. Dunno what the heck I'm talking about. LOL. The 6th day of CNY will be my birthday. Won't be looking forward to it. However, there are things i hope to recieve from certain people. To 'her': Although I know you wont contact me anymore or we may not even be friends anymore, I still hope that you can send me an sms just to wish me. That would make my birthday complete and I wont have to hope for any better way to have my birthday. I have a feeling that it wont be anything to be happy about on that day. My family wont even remember my birthday but I wont blame them. Its a celebration season. Most people will be busy celebrating CNY to remember another person's birthday. I know I would. I still remember Form 5 was the only time in my teenage years where there was a suprise for me in school. Before and after that there was never another. So I'm kinda used to the fact that not many people will remember or celebrate my birthday anymore...

8:53 AM

Monday, February 1, 2010

I'm getting bored of rotting at home. Most of the guys are out of the states. Ding is in Penang, Bernard and Fong Sing are in Ipoh, Ah Kit, Jayson, Ching Yean are somewhere far. Julian is in Kajang. Basicly, I'm stuck alone with nothing to do. Wanted to catch up with all the movies I'm missing out. I usually like watching alone which many people thinks its weird. But lately I'm looking for someone to watch it with me. I'd prefer a movie addict cuz they know when to talk during the movie. Unlike some friends who keeps on talking throughout the movie which will make me lost track of what is going on in the movie. Hate it alot. Talk after the movie not DURING the movie guys.

5:05 AM