Wednesday, February 23, 2011
From what you wrote, it means that we still have feelings for each other. I'm not asking for you to take me back right away. We still have time and I will use that to get your trust back. I know it won't be easy but it's a chance I'm willing to take. You said I truly know you well but I want to truly know you best. I no longer want to put on the fake mask as I did before.
I want to prove to you that the previous guy who hurt you will be the last guy who will hurt you. You said you don't dare to take the risk but I can assure you that the risk will be worth it if you take it. No matter how many months or years it takes, I'll be here. I just hope that you will reply my text again and just talk like normal again without any awkwardness.
You may have ask me not to regret but it was my fault for hurting you and not appreciating the chance we had before this. It took us so long to get back together in 2007 but I simply bust that chance. Up till now, I feel a million stab in my heart when I think about how much I've hurt you.
P.S. My birthday wish was for 'Star' and I to start everything all over again.
P.P.S. Everything went bad ever since I saw that post. Everything.
P.P.P.S. To 'Star'- It's not your fault for what is happening now. It's my punishment for my wrong doings and I deserve it. So don't feel bad.
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