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Sunday, February 20, 2011

Star wrote this: "Sometimes it’s better to push someone away, not because you stopped loving that someone but because there comes a point that you have to shield yourself from pain."

Are you referring that to me??? If only I were to ask you to read my blog. You must still be thinking that I am the same guy from high school. I am not him anymore. I've changed. I'm trying to ask for one last chance but the shield has already been raised. What's the point then? I did try giving up but I hope that my patience will be worth and it wont let me down. I'll be willing to use my time and energy to get things going again.

We were off with a great start since Chinese New Year. You were starting to open up to me again. What happen?? Why did you think of the past again after so many years? I know you might be thinking that I can let it go because I was the one who hurt you. You might not know that till this very day I am still regretting what I did. It hurts me so much to know that I've hurt you so deeply.

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