I used to be able to talk to you about anything and everything. Until you started to ignore me for the past which was years ago. Since then, I've started to ignore and isolate myself from others because I will end up scolding them. I wanted to be happy as before but its not easy wearing a fake happy mask and talk to people. I tried but i failed~ Many has always been telling me to forget about the past and move on. They just make it sound so easy. People created the line "It's easier said than done." for a reason.
However, it is also not comfortable to isolate myself because I'm so use to being the talkative type. I would still like to have some human companionship.


Time to get back to work and be frustrated about things~